What next?

Since I have been rendered unemployed, I have registered to FAS and been picking up the Dole every Wednesday.
I have been looking for a job but it appears like there is absolutely nothing out there. So, while I'm finishing the French, I've started to look at the courses available in Fas. One in particular has grabbed my attention: Comptia A+.

I've been thinking about getting A+ since I started to work, there just simply was never enough time. I have actually bought study aids for this and for the Network + as well, that's how close I got to getting this certification :). Overall it would open many  doors to me that were once closed and I can't stop but wonder if that's not the way to go.

In the meantime I had this brilliant idea of buying a sewing machine and going on the dressmaking course in Bray Institute of Further education - and I can't stop but wonder if that's not the way to go.

I'm confused and I don't know what I want to do with my life. I wonder if I ever knew - there was a time when I was convinced that I will become an architect, like my father, but this idea was bashed out of my head (thanks (!) ). I wish I had gone on to the university and gotten that degree, maybe I wouldn't be so confused now.

My life should be fairly simple, but I make it way too complicated by being interested in everything and nothing in particular at the same time. I think it will be trial and error until I find something that really fulfills me.

God help.